I think its a combination of heartache from a very old friend telling me he cant talk to me anymore even though we’ve been doing fine and missing him like crazy,

a current best friend telling me he cant tell me anything and to not believe the rumors even though hes obviously in a lot of pain,

my rents thinking I am fucking up my school year again,

and chorus solos when I have a sore throat.

Yup. Plus my head hurts, I cant stand up without feeling dizzy, my heart hurts, my stomach hurts, and my feet are scraped from a bunch of vines with thorns getting caught around them.

I feel like crying :(